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The Clown wins the Queen

Posted on Dec 12th, 2009 by crudebliss : Let Lord Swaminarayan Triumph crudebliss
The Joker and the Queen
The joker is always unserious; playing the fool & the dumb amidst the hurdle of the pack; 
yet it be noted, it's the Joker that wins the Queen.

She is shy; yet needs to play seriously; she is one who is confident and also a mystery;
yet be it noted, she will fall in love with the Joker Only.

Just like on the circus stage... the clown's act is the only one that makes us laugh;
she will find her comfort  in that charm-less dresser at long last.

The Clown is clumsy, silly, sad, surreal, ready to die/surrender, all the other actors are strict, straight, shiny and sure of their suffering.

The Clown is FREE… Is Lost, yet cares not… the others are tied by their fancy tricks, rules, and hence incomplete.

The Clown is like the cotton flower… unattractive and colourless, shapeless and design flawed.
Unlike the rose; that is perfumed & shaped perfectly;  The cotton flower is just too fake to be called a flower…
Yet its very nature of being odor less allows it to hold other fragrances…
It’s very nature to be design flawed allows it to be flexible and garmented durably
The fact that it has no goodness… allows it also - Not to go bad easily :-)
For the Rose might be a rose.. but only for a couple of days…

The Rose might Look Good on a person wearing cotton clothing; but by itself… the rose would look pathetic on a person naked ;-)

The Shades of the Joker/Clown are wide…. and hence the reason why the Queen always falls for the guy who writes wrongs; yet desires her soul. Who meets her half way; and takes her beyond the North pole.
Who contracts with her; pain and pleasures of life; & who delivers monogamously; with time by his side. 

Long live the Jokers and the Clowns… for in this Circus of Life… they are the true center bearers against death’s promise on our life.

One good track on 
                                                     InJoy...
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Death; Life; Death; Life......

Posted on Dec 1st, 2009 by crudebliss : Let Lord Swaminarayan Triumph crudebliss
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Inspired by a recent article i read in the scriptures... (it described how a soul is tortured by time... until it realises it;s true self.. and accepts its awakening...

I had a talk with my conscious God.. and my Ego on this :-)

 

God : Hi... 

Me : Hello.. :-)

M : So what you doin... ?

G : Ohh just making a new galaxy

M : Ahhh :-)

M : So wanna show me how you do that ?

G : Sure...

G : FIRST I create Prathan; then from it.. I create Prakurti and Purush.

G : The Union of the two.. gives birth to 3 things… Satva (Wisdom) Rajas (Knowledge) & Tamas (ignorance)

M : Then ?

G : Then from Satva are things like mind; intelligence, imagination, and ego created.

G : From Rajas are things like Speech, Touch, Beauty, Taste and Smell created..

G : And finaly.. from Tamas.. things like the 5 perceiving sensory organs ie Eyes, ears, nose, tongue and skin created…

M : Wait a min… it’s makes no sense…  How can all these things be in existent in the first place… Darwin’s theory states that the senses developed through necessity…

G : Yes… He has made a right conclusion too… something that I allowed to be valid.. :-)

M :  ??  :-/ What ever…  then ?

G : Then I give/gift a soul all these things and let it be born in  this galaxy… seeing and watching it from it’s heart… rewarding and punishing it Karma’s whilst it mingles with other similar souls…

M : That’s sorta just a … {pffft} weird way of torturing a soul… to ultimately do what.. ?

G : To get back to me in the quickest of time.. :-)

M : And what if it goes astray.. ?

G : Well I have many saints at work, pious, altruistic, selfless saints; always teaching my true form…ie  Bliss… they are my walking form… they teach a soul to renounce, detach and confide in Me..

M : Weird…

M : Ok; tell me what happens if the soul Doesn’t choose to be with you still… and just stays afar…

G : Well I punish it with Time… ;-) actually; I always wish well of my souls… It’s for them to chose to receive Me and My gifts; making it reincarnate again and again… until it understands My true form…ie Love

M : I don’t like your Game…

G : {Laughing} yes… it does sound like it.. doesn’t it… a game that I like playing…

M : Why are you doing this anyway ?

G : Coz I am King…; Plus I get bored with my own light… need to do something with it…

M : So you just make Galaxies and sentence souls which are eventually just part of you;… conjure up a body and leave the souls in there to find their way back to you.. ?

G : :-) yes…

M : You are a F***ing mess.. you know that.. !!!

G : :-)

M : I’m not going to stand this… I’m going to help others realise this truth…

G : :-)

 

 

And yes… that is why I am here… ;-)

 

After a long realisation… I find it inevitably true.. that Life is a sentence… for you to get it.. that you have the senses; the perceiving senses.. the mind.. the imagination.. the whole Perfact Body system…

But at the end of it.. it’s just an instrument to learn that you are loved by God.. and that you have to awakn yourself to His Love… and just as something New.. enlivens after death… so does salvation enliven’s within you.. when you kill desire, infatuation, anger, craving, anticipation, expectations.

Every decision that you make… It happens ONLY after His consent… Not a thing OUTSIDE His consent is ever possible… and another thing…

We only have 2 free choices… to accept His blessings, or to Reject them. Most of the time.. we are not patient enough to believe that everything Is happening as He wants it… or even if we realise this.. we can’t stick to it.. and doubt Him/His plan… and reject His blessing… only to suffer in time… and come back and do as he had already thought of in the first place… :-)

 

God has a purpose for each and everyone of us… each of US contributes to His divine music.. that which is… of Being loved by Him… You may not know it.. but people who do come into your life.. are actually just making you stronger to take on the task that He wants You to do… Not out of Slavery… or achievement… but out of Love… just like a Good piece of Diamond… is always polished… every soul is Grinded by the spinning wheel of Time… until we all become sparkling bright… :-)

Inspired by JM’s Blog The designer lives

 

Watch this video too… it’s how perpetually; the money system drives a soul to unfulfilled awakening…

And personally I feel; how it contributes to rebirth…

A saint once said.. “Let go of 10 million tasks.. and focus on self-realisation; for if you Achieve those 10 million tasks and fail at Self-realisation… then what have you truly achieved.. ?”

:-)

 

I am glade I chose Wisdom as a quest at a very young age… instead of Knowledge  or Ignorance…

 

Be knowing… that you Will come back; if you leave your life in the clutches of your sense satisfactions(Tamas – Ignorance) and your knowledge building banks(Rajas – Knowledge)… just like Money is actually repaying a debt… Life is actually repaying death… use it wisely. (both)

 

Enlightened for you:

Janak

 

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Love Sutra

Posted on Nov 27th, 2009 by crudebliss : Let Lord Swaminarayan Triumph crudebliss
Love : Hello
Alter Ego : Hello
L : What are you
E : I am You...
L : Huh ?
E : I am here to love you
L : What ?
E : I am here to love you
L : {scared} Go away
E : Ok 
L : ?
L : No Wait
E : :-)
L : Tell me why you want to Love me
E : Coz you want to be loved
L : No i don't !!!
L : I am fine by my own
E : Ok :-)
{Silence}
L : tell me why i should consider love
E : Coz that is How you are going to grow...

This Conversation has the Ego as the man... and Love as the Woman... although... times have changed.. and one can reverse the roles in the above conversation..

Love is the only way one Drops the self.. to know the other... and a probability exists that along this Drop... God is Realised...
For there is a Void... Created and sustained by the fuel of Love.. a void opens up between true lovers... and they Separate from their alter Ego.. trying to reach out to something extra ordinary...its a leap... will S/he catch me ? and in this Leap... they Feel God's Love
:-)

love is not for the shy... It is as Near as Knowing and believing in God...
It is Not for the poor at heart.. it requires a cleaver giving mind... able to sabotage everything... for love is lack of everything except itself...
Just like God...

love is a Tool to know the other... just as hate is too... 
One would be Very meticulously looking for an enemies weak points and learning them.. and mastering an attack against them...
Lets stick to love... :-)
But wait.. that is the same... a tool.. no better handled then to know a persons weak points and fixing them instead...
Adding is what love is about AND it happens when you are ready to subtract Your Own Being... When you are Ready to Drop your own self.. that is when Love Arrives...
When you are ready to die... that's when love arrives...
When you don;t care about winning.. but care enough that you would even loose everything that you are For a lover... that's when love arrives..

Till then.. you are just playing with your own emotions.. romanticizing/fantasizing in your dreams... Love is Not Romantic.. it is at the beginning... and that is where nearly everyone feels/"FALLS" in love... when the cards are dealt.. and you find Similarities.. and exclaim hurray.. hurray..
S/he likes green too.. likes sweet chocolate too...

For Crying out loud... that is NOT a reason to get married... to become one from two...

Love is a Bond that binds two; taken is an oath in Gods presance to stay together through (thick) and through (thin)
Love is how a family is created... love is how a child is created...

Love is not easy.. neither should it be given up easily...
Love is not a game of chase... "you come to me... or else, i will run away.."
Love is divine... the sun and the Earth are great examples of Love...

Their Time limit : a 10 Billion Year dance (can you dance that long? : )
Agenda... : Create a Perfect Biosphere.. for other souls to incarnate as humans eventually.. and live a loving life...
Power Source : God...


i was messing about in the cabinet of my uncles books... and this book caught my interest
Titled "Behold the Sign" Ancient Symbolism by Ralph M. Lewis
It had this cute symbol that i really love ;-)



Love is dedication and time is it's Proof...you dedicate yourself FULLY... for even 2 min FOR love... then my friend.. you can also do God's business...

(God's salary : Happiness / Bliss)
Are you ready to Love...
Ready to make a world of your own.. ???


Dedicated to my Love(ly) Shalini 
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Unemployed ? Not to worry... i have a new meaning for it...

Posted on Oct 28th, 2009 by crudebliss : Let Lord Swaminarayan Triumph crudebliss
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Thousands are still loosing their jobs in the States...
they feel that they are lost somehow... helpless...

Worse still are places like Britain where the 'Royal Mail' staff members are going on strikes... holding on thousands of letters and parcels and they want to hit hard especially during these times of Christmas...
Ohh the Christmas Father will have no work Too ;-(

:-)

Being out of work is a way to get deeper from your mundane...
You have a chance NOW... :-) to get deep to your soul...

Meditate... practice silence and internalise...
You Don';t know how glad i feel when i am alone.... when i am contemplating myself and analysing myself....

GROWTH... is NOT possible when you are working.. .atleast not when you are working for money...

I loved this story when in Mumbai... a guy with a degree in Law or something... having no job, decided retreading shoe soles.... Taboo really got to him from all sides.. but he stuck to an idea.. and it gave fruit...

Everyone loves their running shoes.. and in a country where good shoes are a luxury and a great waste to throw away... this guy now actually employs people to wash the old sole.. trim it to an identical  height and paste a new sole on it.. and walla...
Good as new.. and... AND.. at quarter it's retail new price...

what a genius...

Being unemployed is NOT a misfortune... its a chance to be alittle more you... alittle more spiritual...

I used to work in my GrandPa's construction line in Mombasa Kenya...
i used to be incharge of wall tiles selection... mechanic department,,, as a purchasing supervisor for hardware items from wood, nails to twisted iron bars to galvanised roofing sheets to doors to window louvers to glass.. you name it... i know it...
 from computer maintenance and Internet surfing cafes in our hotel.. to guest relations and conference management for the British Council...
(Psst... ask for the Janak 10% discount at Manson Hotel in Mombasa :-)

i was OUT there.. learning and giving my all... but i was NOT living a Happy life... not really.. just doing what needed to be done... since we shifted to India... i sell Aloe Vera products with my dad now ...
My father made the formulas and i design labels and marketing strategies and even Pushed in 'feed a child a meal' with ever sale that we make...

i learn and learn ... Droping my Ego.. and promise myself everyday.. that "i want to learn something Awesome today.." and indeed i Do...
At-least Spiritually i do... i go to bed; having a fulfilled spiritual thirst...
and i am still claiming "i don;t know a thing about the world..."
Coz that;s how i realise my gifts... that;s how You will realise your's...

Don;t take your unemployment as a waste... take it as an opportunity... live up to the standard of Infinity... something that even scientists will agree to... that we only use soo much of our brains... the rest is just stale... unfiring neurons...
Don;t complain about the government and the recession... that is too much for you to fix.. let go... and accept your chance to be in a better place to choose... awaken a-new, revised.. revitalised...

Be spiritual... be giving... DROP the ego Baby.... stop robotic stuff... that is for amateurs... leave those tasks for the beginners... assign work and MOVE aside easily, don;t be a perfactionist All the time... just take alittle bit care in the detail... and accept and adjust....
Move on when it comes to that... but stop staring at doors that are closed or closing... and ride life with a new Zest !!!

Awareness and the sound of Joy and Love in your ears...
Deepak Chopra said that "people are doing their best. based on their level of awareness".

Well then.. aware yourself;

Sometimes.. i think... Chaos... is when the butter is yielded... think about it...
don;t get attached with the bad... the process,  that one bad; that out of a hundred good.. we tend to spot that one bad... and magnify it... it;s a bad habit...

Be real... BE humble... and be pure with your heart now.. and live your life like a King...

The money is still on Planet earth... no one has taken bags of it out to mars... !!!
It;s still on earth... do what is Needed and not what is wanted by Your ego.. by your certificates...

Everything that happens in life is to bring you to You
Anonymous
{what a beautiful differance.. form "you' to "You".. :-}

[Sometimes... it even takes life style changing my friend.... do that too... As lord Swaminarayan says it well... "Be one with nature... suffer the winter chill and the summer heat..."

Rest, Realise, Revitalise, Realign, Restart...

Love to you; dear reader...
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Happy New Year Ladies and Gaia Men

Posted on Oct 17th, 2009 by crudebliss : Let Lord Swaminarayan Triumph crudebliss
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I want to wish the folks here a prosperous 2066 (Gujarat Calendar - we follow the moon... the lunar calender) and may your life be Tarnished ....!!!! with fun... :-) may you awake to your lessons in time.. and accept your light more and more effortlessly...
Well good things come in small packages... i wish no more of speech... except this little message in my inbox... i love the truth :-)


Are Your Treasures Buried By Boring Daily Activities?

Dear Janak Patel,

Seeking something grander than getting rich is the first step in turning dreams into reality. Fulfilling your dreams is the only way to achieve lasting happiness—the kind of happiness that is based on and supports the power of your spirit.

Nothing in the material world, not even the most beautiful house or the most attractive sports car, can replace the excitement of living your dreams.


Follow The Power of Your Dreams

Find your unique gifts and strengths, develop them and then enlighten the world with them. By doing so, you will touch the hearts of many people and you will be rewarded with abundance and prosperity in your life. Money will come to you so easily you’ll almost want to slap your head in disbelief. Can it really be this simple?

Following the power of your dreams is like tapping into the universal source of all success . . .

It just takes one idea to live like a king for the rest of your life - Ross Perot





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Live life Super Styl-IN
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"This talk is meant to make the soul worthy"

Posted on Oct 11th, 2009 by crudebliss : Let Lord Swaminarayan Triumph crudebliss
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Don;t be afraid to beg...

Posted on Oct 7th, 2009 by crudebliss : Let Lord Swaminarayan Triumph crudebliss
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Today i met an old lady while i was parked on the side of the road...
She asked for directions of a particular shop...

At first when i saw her... i said to myself... 'oh here comes another beggar...'
put up my fake smile as she got closer... and responded to her question and went "phew she didn’t ask for money..."

But then i thought... wait a min... what am i truly...?
This Poem is inspired by today's event...

What is a man in the desert.. but a beggar of water to quench His thirst...

What is a man on the streets... but a beggar to feed his belly...

What is a man in any profession... but a beggar to feed his livelihood; his immediate family (his senses) and his further family...

What are our cells, but beggars to be feed nutrients...

A fertilised egg begs the womb to be a child...

What are we... really... if there was no one to give...

if the earth decided not to fruit its trees

if the winds decided not to be free...

if the waters decided not to be clean

if the sun decided not to warm...

Beggars... Beggars... Beggars... !!! we are all beggars to begin with



The sun can be one true giver... atleast...
for it burns itself up to give...

but just like a dying star that it was built from to begin with...

it also begged once before and condensed to a star after the millions of years of begging... begging black matter for hydrogen...

Just like a devoted mother begs the God to give her a good child..

we are only givers when we have something... ALREADY... and hence...
never be afraid to ask.. to beg... to shed your ego; to fall on your feet,
for blessings account for all that exists... and blessings come to the pious.. to the beggars.. to those who belittle themselves...
to those who become valleys.

For what is a vessel but an absence of substance that it wants to carry...

Know what you want to carry.. and be a valley baby... :-)
ALWAYS.. !!!

OK. OK... not much of a rhyming poem... but you get the drift....

thank you my friend for reading me today...

(the picture above is of an African Garden that i would like to have in my backyard...
Plants begging the earth to be buds, then begging time to bloom them... then to wither away in dirt again to be food for the next time of times...)

Know what you want to carry; (know your dream...) and always be pious and beg my friend.... :-) Beg till your heart feels no more resentment... and you will become one with your giver.. ;-)

(I was listening to this in the car then... Nikonn -Sunday)

 

Ohh ... BTW... did i mention... i travel to Mombasa Kenya soon.. ?

I want to take a trip west to Rwanda after... it was hit by the 1994 genocide and now.. things seem positive...

and well... as Mohandas Gandhi said... "You will only find yourself; by getting lost in other people's work".

 

I wish he were alive... anyway... 

{Smiling...}

Once someone asked him...:

"What will you leave behind after you die..."

And he replied "My livelihood"

 

What a short and sexy answer... !!!

Lets leave behind a good livelihood...

 

Peace to you my reader... listen to the track above... (Nikonn  - Sunday)  I beg you :-p

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IN tuNE WITH THE titan cHAPTER 45

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